I knew it couldn't last forever...

Well I found out yesterday that I didn't make the program I was hoping for, on the bright side 4 of my friends who tried out with me didnt either so we can share our pain. lol Only now we are all stuck with plan B options. Mine was to try out for the LPN program wich starts this Summer term. I have much better chances of getting into that one since they take alot more people and tryout twice a year. Its funny, when I first started thinking about going to college about 7 years ago, I wanted to become a neonatal nurse, after doing some research I found out you had to work your way thru a lot of schooling to become one, LPN to RN to MSN to Neonatal specialist nurse. In other words about 10 yrs of school. Which is sort of what I'm getting ready to embark on ..lol My husband keeps telling me that maybe God was trying to push me this way all along and he knew it was going to be a hard pill to swallow that I didnt get in so he provided some coushin for me to fall on . lol I hope so. I have faith that I will make this one count. And this gives me time to visit my Mom in Ohio for spring break with my kids and be active in their sports this summer so I cant wait. Being positive is something thats really hard for me usually but ever since Ive came to terms with my depression Ive been dealing with it better.